Currently Reading Whitney, My Love By Judith McNaught see related

Hello everyone. how are you? i guess i'm good. nothing has really happened today, so i guess i can be good... ^_^ anywho... our english teacher is evil. she made me very angry. Yesterday we had a spelling test (i know... its like we're in 3rd grade again) and right when she was about to start, i got a bloody nose. So i went to the bathroom, because thats what you do when you when you get a bloody nose. So when i came back, she only had like 4 left, so i did those and when she was done, i got up and went to talk to her. i asked her what i should do, and the first thing she says is "Well, first of all i want you to get to class on time." ".........what?"  "it looks like youre gonna have to go and do it later on YOUR time." i was officially pissed. "hey, i was here. I just had a bloody nose!" "well, youre gonna have to come in and do it later." in which i just took deep calming breaths and went back into my seat, to listen to her talk at us for another hour and twenty minutes. what in the world did she expect me to do? bleed all over my paper? i'm pretty sure that she would get even more pissed then. *sigh* i'm pretty proud of myself for not yelling at her though. it was pretty tempting... well, thats the bell. so see ya later...

Currently Reading The Prize By Julie Garwood see related

babysitting

   Hey

whats up? nothing much here. My parents and Beth and shane went to a halloween party, so i'm watching the kids and writing this on beths laptop. i don't really know what Koltens doing right now... smart, huh? okay... now i know. he wanted goldfish... well, anyways, school was okay. kinda long.

1st hour was seminary, and we learned about...erm...i don'r really know... something about armor? and maybe a shield?

reading group i finally managed to convince Mrs. Allred to let me read by myself, as reading outloud trys my patience.

2nd hour was Biology, and i basiclly spend the whole time annoying the crap outta James, as there was nothing else to really do and that was entertaining.

for lunch i went with Derrick to the Pony Express in his gihugant truck whom we decided to name Fluffy. I was sad that Lester's broken... oh well. I felt kinda dwarfed by fluffy.. but it was kinda cool

3rd hour was Spanish... and we just kinda goofed off. i ended up reading for most of the class, which to me was really really wonderful. >.< you know when your a nerd when you would rather read than actually talk to people. Landyn was bragging about how he had an old school gameboy, until i told him that i have a sega genisis. it made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside...

4th hour is normally art, but since i didnt want to work on my bows and Beth was subbing for Mr.Bullinger, i went into the class she was subbing and just kinda watched. it was interesting. they were supposed to read after they were done, but Vance and Micah were being bad... so beth got mad, and then they were okay for a while. Then Micah asked to go get a book from his locker, and beth thought he was gone too long, so she sent me to the office to go get somebody to look for him, and apparantly while i was gone he came back... (somehow during that time she got the impression that Vance was gay... it was pretty funny actually...) and then Mr. Allred came in and started yelling at everybody and it was pretty scary... so i went back to class for the last 10 minutes...

and then i just chilled out over here until they left for the party. fun, huh?

Better

Just hug your knees

and make it go away

wipe your eyes

it'll be okay

Don't show your feelings

they'll think you're weak

you don't care about them

don't even speak

Be different from them

you're better; stronger

more cold and cruel

your hate will last longer

You don't need friends

they don't like you anyway

you may laugh now

but that feeling won't stay

You can't trust anything

no matter how much you want to

trust gives them power

power that can hurt you

They think something

but thats not what they say

be cold and alone...

trust me. its better that way.

Currently Reading Honor's Splendour By Julie Garwood see related

Brawr!

     hi.. well, this morning was kind of interesting... i got up late, so i was kindof in a hurry...and then my mom made me mad... she insulted my package! JUST BECAUSE IT HAS PRETTY HEARTS DOSENT MEAN THAT THEIR NOT GONNA ACCEPT IT! and they dont even stick out. their stickers. and i know for a fact that they will accept it with stickers. >.< Brittany did tons of care packages to bobby, which i helped with. and now i have to hurry and run over to the post office for lunch. and if for some reason they don't accept masking tape instead of packing tape. i'm going to cry. i will sit there and cry at my old preschool teacher.

  And THEN we had stupid reading group... (well, after seminary, and that was okay) and for some stupid reason i got roped into reading out loud for the whole fricken hour to a whole bunch of boys because they couldn't freakin keep up in the reading, so we had to back track. and now my throats all dry... *sigh* we did get them to where they were supposed to be though... but now i have to read for homework too... why in the world to i have to like science fiction? i'm always with stupid boys.... ARRG!

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